Wow, it is easy for me to get into a funk about my prospects. Looking at job sites is the worst. Yes, I know that I could do amazing things, but no, I can't. I know I'm a better than average programmer, but have no taste for programming buzzword technology -- and I don't really wanna be one. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up, and I feel unqualified to even be that.
I should not be here. This is not me, and I don't know how to find the once and future me. Or sell, trade, barter or recycle the present.