I think it may just be that I'm sick. I feel bad. I was on the virge of throwing up at the game last night, which I attributed to having not eaten all day. I've fallen asleep violently the past several nights, and woken up -- without alarm -- early but not well rested. I just really feel like giving up... everything. But the folks at flux have such trust in me, I just wish the juices and skill would flow. Or something.